Back to where I rant away all my anger, sorrow and fears in life.
Last semester in my Poly life starts tmr and this week
had just been one hell of a freaking roller coaster ride.
I don't think I can take another blow for the next few days
coz I swear to God I can just burst any moment.
I might give you the brave up-front look
but really deep inside, I just wanna run away.
To feel as if I'm living again coz for the past few days
life has been passing by aimlessly.
I'm just waiting for the day to end and vice versa.
There's a certain limit as to how much one can take.
And you've really reach the limit to the amount
of nonsense/bullshit I can take in my life.
How pathetic of you to say that, really.
You freaking blew my mind away for a few minutes.
At times we really just gotta act our age.
I know I'm not the right person to say that
with my childish acts and all but at least I do know
when is the right time to be mature about things.
We aren't kids anymore. For God's sake we are teens.
At our age people WILL start judging.
It's kinda hard to bring back something once it's been shattered into pieces.
So how do I go back, smile and play the game as if nothing happened.
For the first time, I'm actually losing hope.
For the first time, I actually feel like giving up.
But for the last time, I'll hold on and try again.
Well here's to a wonderful semester!
Live life as if it's my last coz honestly I've no idea where
I'll be this time next year.
I feel as if I'm ready for next year.
But am I really ready?
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