Was watching Chris Medina's audition in American Idol
and I swear I couldn't stop crying.
Everyone know that I rarely cry but when it comes
to this kinda stuff it's so easy for my tears to flow...
It just triggers something and my heart starts aching.
If only every guy out there has a heart so pure
like Chris Medina.
If only all of us take responsibility for everything
that we do.
It just hit me how anything can happen
in any point of our life.
Yet here we are taking life for granted.
There are way too many people out there suffering
and all we do is to complain every single day.
It's been a long time since I last blogged
and a lot of things have changed.
And if you know me, one of the things I hate in this world is change.
The days are passing by way too quickly
that at times I forget to how to breathe,
how to live this life the way I want to live it.
My brother is going NS next Friday.
And I have a paper on that day:(
It's gonna be another change in my life.
It's gonna be different.
I'm just so used to having him around whenever
I need someone to talk to.
What if I'm just so tired living this life of mine
and he's actually not there to make me smile,
to cheer me up?
I hate being the one left behind.
If possible I want to be the one leaving.
Coz it's so pain to see someone you love so dearly
moving on with his/her life w/o you in it.
That he/she can actually carry on in this journey
w/o you while you suffer inside trying
to suck it up and force yourself to move on.
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