The past few days were the worst nightmare of my life.
Not once would I have thought to experience such a thing in my life.
But two things got me through the whole time:
I know that there's a reason for every single thing
happening in our lives. We might not know the reason now
but in his time~
And there's always a rainbow after the rain right?
The thing about me is that once I've given you my trust
and you break it well I might never ever trust you ever again.
But since trust is essential between the two of us.
I'll give you another chance.
Everyone deserves a second chance right?
I prepared for today for the past 2 day and night.
But when it happened I couldn't mutter a single word.
It's as if my voice didn't belong to me anymore.
But what's done is done.
So the best thing to do is forgive and forget.
But all of that takes time.
I'm sure I have not forgiven you fully what more forget.
You left a scar that cannot be erased even as time pass by~
I looked up to you
I believed you
and most of all I trusted you
Trust that you broke so easily
Trust that you decided to throw aside once you committed that mistake.
Didn't you think of the consequences?
You're not 3 years old.
I'm 19 and I think of the consequences before doing certain things in life.
Please don't give me another reason to bring this feeling out ever again.
Whatever it is its done!
And we can never rewind time can we?
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