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Sunday, October 18, 2009 Y

haha reading people's blog are really funny
i just realized that a lot of people are really
good in their vocabulary especially when they
express what they really but amazingly
when it comes to the paper that we have to read
and write about our minds become blank and all of a
sudden our vocabs leaves no trail in our mind.

OMG THIS IS WHAT READING OTHER
PEOPLE'S POST DO TO ME HAHA
I MUST STOP ALREADY
I'VE POSTED 2 POST ALREADY JUST COZ
OF THAT. BUT IT'S REALLY AMAZING
TO KNOW A LOT OF STUFF ABOUT OTHERS.
OKAY YOU MIGHT THINK IM CRAZY BUT IM
NOT HAHA OKAY I SHALL STOP THIS AND SLEEP
NIGHTS TROOPS!

baby you're all that i want...
8:52 AM


Y

okay this post is really boring
so if you don't like long-winded
story go to another blog or read my
next post.

few seconds ago i was reading people's
post and i got inspired reading some of
their post.

sometimes when people are really thinking
or they are just shocked of what had happen
or what people had said. the way that they think
is really impressive. through this you will know
a person better as you might have taught of
him/her as a joker before but in reality
he have a serious side in which is quite admirable.

sometimes when people really look down on
themselves, suddenly all their weaknesses
comes to their thought which not only worsen
the situation but the person's self-esteem.
it's wonderful how we can all hide our sorrows
and force our faces to smile and our souls to be
elated. and only at certain times that we really
think of what we feel, what have changed and
if we are really facing reality or just having a
split personality in order to be liked or loved.

many things have changed since i became part of the EXCO
often times i said to myself this is still me
i only am the fierce, scary person when the troubles
and problems are coming after me or when they do not
listen. but truth is many things about my life/personality
have changed maybe for the bad and of course
for the better.

our lives are constantly changing
everything in this world is temporary
today it maybe with us but the next day out of the
blue it's out of sight and reach.
and often times we forget what we are living for
as our lives are always being fast forward.
take the back seat and just relax and learn to treasure the
people around you as you might learn that's you're
too late and that you are not needed anymore.

the phrases people always regret when it's too late and
it's easily said than done are often thought by mind and
later on said by my mouth.
but i have to admit that these phrases are true
but due to the era we live in it's impossible to really
treasure the people dear to us.

okay i don't want to elaborate anymore because i know
one day down the road when i look back and read this post
one thing for sure is that i'll be laughing at myself haha
sorry this post is really random
i just don't know why these thoughts occurred in my brain.

baby you're all that i want...
8:20 AM


Y

went to church today
then ate lunch at block 3
it has been a long time since i last
ate with maryanne, alim, boo
and the rest. i just drank because i ate
breakfast in the morning. then headed for
practice. went to 4th floor then sung the easier
caroling song. i really like that song because our
part was really easy. the sops were quite poor thing
because their notes was so high that some of them can't
reach it then they had to do two by two. i can never do that
haha bernie and i was talking about how embarrassed we
will be. amanda thanks for teaching me the part
headed to church learned next weeks song
song for next sunday are nice then headed down
to practice some more because there was baptism
in church. practices the very difficult song
really took a long time to do that.
grandma got very angry just now.
SORRY GRANDMA!
because we didn't respond back but i was nodding
but still am guilty. i knew how she felt
because that happened to me last time
when i ask the prefects about stuff
and also i know how the prefects feel when i scold
them and stuff.
oh well, i guess this is how life works.
dinner today was good
daddy baked the ribs it was very delicious
alim and boo are coming over tmr gonna watch g.i.joe
with them though alim doesn't even know what movie is
that.
that's all folks will be blogging again tmr if i get the proposals
done early. and tuesday here i come! wish me luck and the
other exco on tues to thurs because it will be work, work
and more work.

baby you're all that i want...
4:43 AM


Y

friday night was the bomb!

headed to orchard at about 7 plus

met my aunts and uncles there

then headed to clarke quay

haha we got lost somewhere there
most of the grown-ups are not used
to taking public transport anymore
then we were looking at all the bar/resto
haha then my uncle was like
"Jer(how my uncle calls my dad) let's drink
here, look at all the girls serving!"
but in the end we didn't go there because it was
quite crowded and ours is a big group
walked back and went to the crazy elephant or
something.

Everyone started ordering
the guys had beer or something and the girls
had vondka and other drinks
my aunt told me to order the same as her
it's like ...pinada i think, my mom had cherry vodka
the one we have at home and my other 2 aunt had
something else. haha and the non-drinker(me)
ordered pineapple juice but i think they added some
wine stuff to my juice which made me quite pissed.
luckily i didn't follow my aunt or else i can't drink it
because it was very strong, they were laughing at my
face when i drank it. ordered lot's of food and there was
a band also they were quite good. there was really a lot
of ang mohs there and some were really hot.
left that bar at 12 plus.

then there was this gelatino

thing haha damn funny my uncle bought it for me
so that i'll be embarrassed the guy did some trick
there was a part he was offering it to me and i
took it and i didn't notice that the cone wasn't there
anymore haha so i held my ice cream haha
then i was like wth how the heck did he trick me
but the ice cream was really good and the grown
ups had a good time laughing at me haiiii.

headed to a hotel near there because my uncle
said that they was a good filipino band there
it was fun there sang and stuff my uncles were
dancing with each other. left at 2 plus i think

and that night didn't end there headed to balestier
and ate at boon tong kee haha they were damn funny
because the waitress kept telling us the good food
then they were like we only want porridge
we are drunk already and we just want to cool
down haha then she was like oh okay
so we had chicken porridge then it came
and they were like i thought it's chicken porridge
where's the chicken the waitress was like relax the
chicken is coming it was a whole chicken that was served
haha i think we really made a lot of noise there
but the waitresses there were really laughing at us
and they enjoyed our presence haha

and finally we headed home
my uncle send all of us back home
i think we reached home at 4 plus.

baby you're all that i want...
4:08 AM


Friday, October 16, 2009 Y

went out today with jamie and the twins
the twins and i were late and jamie was quite
pissed haha esp coz we missed the 11.30 movie.
ate kfc and the rest of them something else
then walked around got lot's of things that
i want to buy so i must get my mommy
ready haha
things to buy:
1. billabong dress
2. cardigans
3. those long stuff so that i can wear my dresses to church
4. flats
5. nice tops
6. bags
and of course i wanna change my handphone already.
during the movie when tricia and i started getting bored
we we're doing crazy stuff
haha she just threw the wrapper of the biscuit
the other side haha that was fun
so that's life when a movie is so boring
can't wait to watch a movie again with them
we want to watch the movie love happens or something?

soon will be going out but sadly we won't be bringing the car
coz we are going to the bar which means that my parents
and uncles and aunties will be drinking.
haha and i'll be eating lots and lots of food.
that's al for today folks
DURGA SO SORRY THAT I CAN'T MAKE IT TMR
my family have something on tmr sorry
next year yeah?

baby you're all that i want...
3:22 AM


Wednesday, October 14, 2009 Y

yeah well this news is not new,
exams are finally over.
that's a phrase that is quite boring now
but we still have to go back tmr
coz of exco meeting
haha i bought food for everyone
though i know that i will be the only one
finishing it tmr. just hope that the meeting
tmr will be productive after that will be
going home to sleep haha just now while
i was sleeping and my parents arrived my
came to my room and i was pretending to
sleep and she was like omg she can just sleep
all day i wanted to wake up and say something
but i was so tired.
oh ya please if you need to contact me coz of
something important please call my house coz
my phone is not working now and i don't think
my parent's have any plan on buying me a new
phone until december.
i can't wait for the day that my parents will really settle down and
do our application. i really wanna go before 'o' level so lord please please
i just pray that we will go before and during june itself please lord.

you bypass my heart and reside directly in my heart

baby you're all that i want...
7:38 AM


Thursday, September 3, 2009 Y

issi't hard to explain or i just don't want to realize it.

exams are coming and i'm still wasting all my precious time away
starting tomorrow always never comes
please lord help me discipline myself

i hope next year everything will go well
not only because of the big exams
but for certain reasons that is so hard to explain
that i myself don' understand

reading newspaper tomorrow
hope everything goes well

i guess im going to sleep quite late today
haven't even started on the proposal yet

baby you're all that i want...
7:29 AM