We have so many masks we put on everyday that we realize we no longer know which one is real.
Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
Elvis Presley;
Can't Help Falling in Love
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Sunday, November 24, 2013
Stayed up to do my work but...
I decided to watch the soccer match.
And I thought it was worth it when the score was 2-1 to MU
Until they tied... And worst part is Rooney actually didn't take that goal!
It would have been 3-2! C'mon Rooney!!!
To get my mind out of that here's a video of Rion Paige.
I love how vulnerable and soulful she was when she sang 'Your Song'
Watched Manny Pacquiao's match just now.
Was freaking nervous throughout the 12 rounds.
Really happy that he won!
Well he'll be contributing back to the victims of the recent typhoon.
So latest update about my life?
I'm finally gonna submit my application for York this week.
A lot of people are praying that I won't get through
and for me I just lift everything up to Him
Well let His will happen and not mine.
But maybe a change of environment would be good
I just can't bear to leave my parents and brother behind
Coz at the end of the day it still boils down to them... my family!
Give me strength to conquer the weeks ahead.
Training + school work
A month more to Christmas<3 p="">
Monday, November 18, 2013
M: So do I still have something to go back to?
R: I've always been here waiting. It's just you.
You lost your way to me.
Ooooouch!
There I was, an empty piece of a shell,
Just minding my own world;
Without even knowin' what love and life were all about
Then you came,
You brought me out of the shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew, there I was so in love with you
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you
I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know, I know I'm on to something good
And I'm sure, my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world;
And take all my cares away
With the aching part of me
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you
You taught me how to love
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My love is diff'rent from the yesterday
I knew, you taught me to love
And darling I will always cherish you today
Tomorrow and forever
Sunday, November 17, 2013
My mind has been occupied by a lot of things recently.
A lot of decisions to be made.
A lot of thoughts to process.
People have been asking me recently if I'm actually having fun.
When my life only revolves around my family, frisbee, school and well sleep...
So I asked myself, am I having fun?
And the answer is, Yes.
I am contented with my life.
I don't need to go out with my friends daily,
I don't need to go clubbing weekly,
I don't need to seek out for adventure to basically have fun.
Spending time with my family is fun to me.
Being around my family itself means so much to me already.
For me my family is more than enough.
So to those people out there who actually seek out for adventure.
How's your relationship with your family like?
How much time do you actually spend time with your family?
And are you happy just by having your family's company?
I'm not questioning your lifestyle or choices.
I guess it just boils down to what we prioritise in our life.
To the choices and decisions we make.
To what actually shape us as a person.
Next is whether to study overseas next year.
That thought itself is terrifying.
.........
Mind just went blank!
That's how scary it is!
Thought provoking session with Jamie and Trina just now.
And I'm thankful for such sessions.
Coz it makes you think about another perspective on things.
To look at things on another angle.
To put yourself on other people's "shoe"
I'm determined to save up coz
I really wanna go backpacking in Europe with my brother next year.
My brother doesn't want my company but well he doesn't really have a choice.
Coz that might be the last time that we'll spend quality time with one another
He'll be going Uni here in Singapore
and for me it's still an unknown.
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Not really in the mood for anything now
Just wanna lay in bed and not think about anything at all
The amount of work is pilling up and it's stressing me out
But just for today let me get out of the crowd and hide in my little corner.
I'm not gonna deny the fact that NPU lost it's placing to RPU this year
Well even before we played with them, I already knew the winner.
To see their players and to see the players I'm playing with.
There's only this much a person can do. It's still a team game.
I don't want to erase this chapter of my life coz I know I've grown.
Be it as a player or as an individual.
But my only hope is for the rest to grow and wake up.
The journey to yesterday was difficult and I'm glad that it has come to an end.
Sunday, November 3, 2013
Alex and Sierra's latest performance!
Will be supporting the two of them throughout the competition:)
Love the kind of chemistry they have
Well it's really rare to see that between couple nowadays
It's like you know he's the one or it's forever.
And I really gotta give it to Simon Cowell for his brilliant idea
of putting these individual participants together.
THEY ARE DAMN GOOD!
I mean beside Alex and Sierra they might really win this competition!
This video has some form of magic...
Why so?
Coz it calms me down.
From?
The fact that Pol-ite is on Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday!
Can't seem to function well coz all I think about now is Pol-ite!
But Lord I really do lift this whole week unto your hand
esp on Tues, Thurs, Fri!
You said, "Do your best and you will handle the rest."
So please help us out on the field!
Coz from whichever perspective you look at it,
the 24 players in my team will really give it their all this week!
I mean they wouldn't have stayed on training under the hot sun,
doing PT and being irritated just for nothing
So please please let this year be different.
LET THIS TEAM MAKE HISTORY!
Okay tutorials are pilling-up and I foresee my schedule
for the rest of this year...
Saturday, November 2, 2013
Had a blast tonight with the Shiok girls!
2 words to describe the night: hilarious and intriguing.
Certain facts that I was totally mind blown!
It's time to really embrace this family of mine
to make the effort to know them better and to hang out with them
Time to really work my ass off coz time is running
Countdown to Pol-ite:
2 days to our first match
Let it be worth it!
Friday, November 1, 2013
What thinking at this timing can do to you...
When everything just doesn't make sense
and you can't seem to put the puzzle together.
When your mind is directed to this one person
No matter how hard you try, it's that one person
No matter how much you distract yourself, it's still that one person.
Yes everything is about You for tonight.
But please let it just be one night
Coz it's getting tiring, thinking.
Thursday, October 31, 2013
One of those nights where everything just doesn't feel right.
When you feel the whole world's burden on your shoulder.
It's a matter of caring too much and not giving a damn at all.
Why is it so hard to find a balance?
Once I'm in the field, I care too much.
But once I'm out of the field, I couldn't be bothered at all.
It hit me yesterday during comm meeting that I didn't even put
in any effort of knowing the Year 2's
And the worst thing is that it didn't really hit me or affect me.
Why?
That's me when I couldn't be bothered.
That's me when it doesn't make an impact.
And that's the thing I hate about myself the most!
When things like this doesn't change me...
And when I'm in the field the slightest thing WILL affect me
It's getting annoying when I care TOO much
But the thing is that I have something to prove this year
That THIS TEAM WILL ACTUALLY MAKE IT THROUGH
That THIS TEAM WILL ACTUALLY GET A MEDAL
Please someone just give me a reason to hang on, to press on
Coz its getting tiring, really tiring.
Praying hard that you can actually watch my games.
May the odds really be in our favour.
I shall keep updating this blog coz one day I'm going to look back
and really laugh hard for all the nonsensical things that I'm typing here...
Alex & Sierra
Sunday, October 13, 2013
I'M FREAKING IN LOVE WITH THE TWO OF THEM!
Really am hoping and praying that they'll win this season!
I'll go back to the states and just for them man!!!
(how I wish...)
ALEX AND SEIRRA FOR THE FREAKING WIN<3 p="">
Thank you for the past few days<3 p="">
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